Jerald’s Weblog

after so much blogging. its time to blog about my day on friday.
after the exams. its like, since its over, why brood over it. just have fun la. haha. wad a stupid thinking.
although it was fun, i darent think about the outcome of my results. really.
gonna let my parents down. i feel like i am a good-for nothing.
okay enough of this.
friday
went out to bugis . steamboat with isaiah, joanne, zhiwei, gab, michael , lex and jason. HEE
jason got to know these cool people. and i am sure he feels that they are great people to be mixed with. went to happy pay steamboat. ya happy pay. each 25 bucks. the soup was okay. nice. but the best part was the beef. when it was kinda empty during the early evening, we ate and ate. beef beef beef. it was nice, well cut ,tender and juicy. everyone had their FAIR SHARE of it. not till lex came. haa. he demanded BEEF. and it all started the FIGHT FOR THE BEEF. chopsticks getting ready at the tip of the soup when raw beef was being put into the steamboat. haha . its barely cooked when we all snatched to fill our bowls up with beeef. and LEX won ._. for numerous round. leaving us no choice but to sneak attack him, steal beef pieces he retrieved from his bowl. HAHA. damn funny. NEXT PLATE READY ! we just kept ordering and ordering beef, goldenmushroom, beef golden mushroom. NON STOP. until the plates came slower and slower. damn fed up X( waited for 15 mins just for one plate and 5 sec for all to be gone in our stomachs respectively. oh well. tough fight. until we cant wait any longer and settled the bill. wad we thought was that we ate so much that the people there dare not serve us anymore , fearing they will run out of beef. haha , or go bankrupt. SERIOUSLY, we ate uncountable plates of beef.
then , zw and gab went home since they did not sleep for the past nights. we train-ed to city hall. wanted to check out some pubs to chill. but all full . Zzz.
walked around city hall, then to Clarke Quay . Full again. -.- then went to esplanade there. bought a drink each and slacked for like 15 mins. then everyone went home. no activties = go home. shant blog about DXO since its a damn embrassing event. UNDERAGE . argh !!
then jason came to my house to sleep. HEE. dota-ed for a while with michael then off to bed. HE HUGGED MY PATRICK .zzz . slept till 6pm today . HEE

Screwing up papers has became the theme for this week.
i’ve been screwing all my 3 papers for NUTS.
DE . screwed up the wave form qn and gates qn. NICE
PEEE . Screw up formulas and i know nuts abt sinsuoidial waves . NICER
and lastly MATHS. Screwed up the Sin Graph question i suppose. the graphs and the last qn 20 marks. i din bother doing the rest of the part except drawing the graphs cos i havent been practicing graph question lol. i cant believe i can still laugh . -.-
okay my blog today is about, why people keep telling themselves, i must do well for next test , next test. till when uh. no action all just words, sing song and stuffs. in the end, u just face another bad result again then start to say, i must work hard. then the cycle just starts all over again. SWEET
i have yet to find the problem in myself since poly started. i never ever touch my books. yes. theres something tell me to study for my exams. but whenever theres labtop beside my books. my eyes and fingers will start wandering off to the labtop mouse pad instead of my books. then once hooked, i’ll be ” okay study tomorrow since got time , gotta wake up early”. all these saying are completely useless. the next day i start waking up at 4plus and start opening my books up at 6pm. so much time just wasted like that. Dota is addicitive. i’ve been playing it ALMOST EVERYNIGHT. or rather say , every night. non stop. till 3 /4 am since the study break started. other than dota. it was canoeing. eager to learn kboat, just neglected all my studies to go down and row. after that, tired from lack of sleep due to dota . then start going home to sleep , becoming a log and reviving until 10 plus. then i’ve totally no mood no mood to study. STUDY is also another problem. yes, i do last minute work. but wads the use of last minute work when u forgotten all the things u learnt previously. u’ve got a lecturer with u during schoolhrs. u got someone to ask qn, and ans ur doubts and yet u dint cherish the time. instead talk around, play around. and start regretting when u start ur last min revision not knowing how to solve the qn. only solution is to see the answer. see the answer, COPY and do. yup thats how u learn. AS IF. ._. all these are the problems i met up during my study for the semestral exam. I AM GOTTA LET MYSELF AND PARENTS DOWN LA. with the results coming up soon. furthermore dad knows that i have exam and demands to know the result . OH NO. i can expect Cs and Ds or maybe fail for my 3 papers. sigh i duno what to do. i am not in the right state of mind, neither do i have the will to study. JUST DOTA, CANOE, SLEEP? my life? totally meaningless. i really really want to change this. i have to really study doubly hard, work hard, utilise the time given to me to prepare for my exams. its not a hard task after all since the o lvl exam i managed to work so hard. theres no such thing as dota / com in my mind. really. sigh i wish to get my o lvl self back. which i worked so hard for and tasted the sweetness of good results. the sweetness of it simply cant be described with words. the anxiety to tell ur parents ur good results, ur relatives asking about it, u just tell them with pride. u feel the proudness in u , and all the hardwork being paid off. yup that explains that without hard work, only bitterness for you. the fear of being looked down on , and the dashed dream of going to aerospace next year. i dont wan this to happen. but how? its all thinking. yes i can imagine doing well in studies, going to aerospace next year, frens coming to u to ask u to help them answer their doubts, and having a good image in ur frens’ eyes being a hardworking person.
i really wanna put it into action to enjoy the sweetness once again.
sorry for the long post. i just wan to type out the bitterness i had , and what i actually been thinking for sleepless nights. Yes. train , train hard. but what about study. i once realised the importance of study but since i came here, the mindset seem to be changing. Its a stereotype mindset whereby, PASS IS ENOUGH. AND POLY IS SO DIFFICULT TO FAIL WITH UR ATTENDANCE, QUIZZES etc
now one semester is over. and my GPA is gonna be like SHIT. i darent to tell my parents about my results in MST and yet now, MSES i still have the fear, how long can i keep it from them. they’ve been paying 1k++ school fees to poly each sem just to see me hide from them the results? sigh. really have to change my mindset. have to be independent. Being a young adult, means u have to ability to think for yourself, make ur own decision , and know whats right from wrong . and yet i duno wads right and wrong yet.totally in the world of my own. wandering through DOTA, SLEEP, CANOEING yet no such word STUDY can be found, or rather say good results. i have to curb the dota addiction and really start to … sigh. i darent say. really. i have to see my actions before i can say, I WILL WORK HARD . again. its too early to say it now, telling myself i will work hard when history might repeat itself. have to change the mindset . really. or i’ll be doomed and my dreams all dashed.
Well , I hope u guys, after knowing knowing my experience and the bitterness i described when u dun study hard might spur u guys on to work hard. its not about last minute work but cherishing every lesson time to clear ur doubts. then reach home, apply the knowledge u learn , and the mistakes u made , correct it and dun repeat again. Practicing is so much better than memorising. Its like getting the hang of it. and no matter wad questions and how they twist and turn it, u will still know how to manage and attempt it. yups STUDY IS IMPORTANT. so fred not that u will have bad results. except when u dont work hard and till then dont regret . for me, looking back on how many posts i posted that i will work hard, do this and that and stuffs make me look like one idiot who only knows how to talk but theres no action at all. giving excuses to cover up for the mistakes i made. this must really stop. really.

Its 1.10 am now. yet i am having the shivers about the upcoming Fri Maths Exam.
still not really very confident even though i completed the 0405,and 0506 paper 2 times. seriously, i duno wad question will come out. so its really quite a stressful one thinking about the difficulties that will tarry me in doing the paper. time is important.that makes time managing a task to be so called ” Mastered”
Well , i just have to return to mugging soon after blogging. its been the 3rd time i’ve been saying : I CANT WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS TO ARRIVE. oh well. stupid DE prac next mon, ON PURPOSE . :X delay until 27th of Aug. but after that is KBOX ! with my classmates. i cant wait to proceed and indulge myself in the holidays, coming up with a Bintan Trip !! a stay at Mayang Sari Resort. WEEHEES. cant it be realised?
My plans for the week :
1. STUDY for MATHS. its just one more paper
2.Engage Myself on a shopping spree soon. Gonna get my ass down to TOPMAN and PULL & BEAR at Vivo. My shirts are waiting there for me to bring them home to my wardrobe. maybe check out Peninsular Plaza for the skinny Jeans there too LOL (:
3. I wan to get myself a Nike/Addidas Drifit JACKET !! $147 for nike ._. Made in China too. Zzz
and lastly,
Friday , Steamboat dinner with my team-mates one again. Jason Bro joining us. and we gonna crash at Zhiwei House. WAHAHAS. So Gonna be damn fun. then Sat training. K2-Boat training with Isaiah . with so much fun and enjoyment waiting, can like, exams shoo faster? PLEASEE?

ME and Isaiah/k2 and t2 partner.

Birthday Cake

Taking out his jeans in progress. WAHAHA

Jeans took out, now socks

GOTCHA

Lex and me waiting for the attack on the innocent zhiwei

HEHE. thats his pressie from the girls

There he goes

Mission Accomplished

THE END

Today was DAMN FUNNY DAY.
really funny i mean. its simply irresistable for laughing. seriously. LOL. laughd till i drooled.
Zhiwei bday celebration. Met up with my mates JJ and Gab. and senior Lex. went down to queensway to get the canoe shirt’s price and design. its finalised. 12 bucks for it. Blue and white. HEE. gonna put Race Against Limits. Canoeist 0708. after that we cabbed down to Serangoon gardens , the place where chomp chomp is. but we din go and eat there. instead we went to this hainansese chicken restaurant to eat. the food there is delicious , tantalising and enticing. what can i say? kampong chicken. the flesh is so sweet and tasty.
Me and Lex ate 3 bowls of rice, whereas the rest ate 2/1 . haha . we really ginormous eaters. eat like retards. haha just order rice like as though its free.
after that went to Michael’s Club to Play pool and celebrate Zhiwei bday. well, for wad happen at the Club. i’ll let the pics do the talking. HEE !

HEY Hey Hey. MACRITCHE for today. Wee . its been so many donkey days since i last went down for macritche. although it was just mere 2 hrs of capsizing and rowing, i managed to row k1 for a short distance. i feel indeed accomplished. Meow. (:
i cant wait till theres a time, i can row k1 without capping. for 1 triangle. then proceed to one triangle without bracing. not forgetting k2 with Jiajie ! haha (: cutting thru the water with both of our strokes just like a t2. but so much faster ?
i cant wait for the training for Me, Jiajie, Michael and Zhiwei to start. it all spells down to laziness whenever u train alone. fancy lifting weights, push-ups all by uself in the middle of the night. totally no motivation, no spurring on at all. sigh. HOWEVER, after our sem tests, WAHAHAS. its time for some intense training cum tekkan session . gonna train really hard with the 3 babes. (: ok . i know what i must focus on already.
1. Better Running/ Stamina 10 rounds arnd stadium/Campus run
2.Bigger triceps
3. Bigger biceps
4. Bigger Shoulders And Forearms
5.Bigger Chests and Abs.
OKOK I HAVE TO EAT MORE . MORE RICE . MORE MEAT . AND MORE SOYA Beanie drinks for me . NUTRISOY THE ULTIMATE DRINK THAT EVERYONE CRAVES FOR AFTER EVERY SPCT TRAINING.

HEEE. all gonna be pumped up during my holiday season with weights.SPCT training/fun camp . and The Chalet for our batch.haha , with an array of interesting activities and cool people, my sem break will be one enjoyable one. not forgetting Jason bro, whose gonna join us for some training too. since he wans to be more stronger, tanned and muscular. haha . dun give up ya (: thats the spirit . whether ure weak, or strong. it doesnt matter. its the spirit and the will to train hard that all matters (:

17th AUG.
FOR MY COOL TEAM-Mate Zhiwei. ITS your bday ! Its never been a regret knowing him. Added so much spice and sweetness to SPCT and of cos to his close frens with his jokes, NPCC stories and his grandfather stories. haha . the INCREDIBLE BOY WHO STARTED THE INCREDIBLE TALES OF THE MYSTERIOUS PLONTOON AT KALLANG.WELL, Bro, wish ya the best in everything. finally seventeen yrs old. May all ur dreams come true. All my heartfelt blessings to u. Train hard. and JIAYOU EH !


For today, went out with Joanne, lex, Jiajie and michael to town. finally i got my leather belt. HAHA NICE LAA. with the buckle. wee. i always wanted one of those. Meow Michael got one too. hee. then we went heeren. shopped around. ending the day with a stroll back to fareast with Michael, buying my long lost Cheesy Curry Chicken from chippylondon and a bus ride home . (:
ENJOYABLE DAY !

ONE paper down. 3 more to go. PEEE, MATHS and DE prac.
i still tend to feel the DE prac is like soo late , thus dragging everything down.
we could have enjoyed on 24th aug after the maths paper and yet, we cant.
have to wait another 3 more days.
HAHA . and shopping time soon.
i have to get myself New Leather Belt and more shirts i suppose. HEE
PEEE next. Practice papers !

INSANITY !!

21 to 21 plates !

Seriously crazy ? no its not. reality ? ._.

went for sushi buffet with jason bro and sarah after study grp with Hongyi and classmates.

everything started with peas. edamame. jason’s favourite. hes really one pea lover making him a pea face ._. all he ate was peas jus to win me. ahas. we broke our previous record and he managed to came on par with me , increasing from the previous 18 plates to 21 plates. thanks to the peas and toufu we ate. seriously, i duno how many peas we ate and toufu we ate. just kept ordering like nonstop? i think the staff there were frightened by how much we eat. haha , the way we eat is like no profits for them? ate abr the amt we paid (: CHEERS . Sarah was totally stunned by the way we ate too . Bleahs we are pro alrights. really damn sturrborn. bro did not wan to lose to me. just kept eating and eating . full already still force. haha went to toilet numerous times. we just stuff everything into our mouth . not forgetting the crazy laugters we had seeing each others expression. DAMN FUNNY. and there was this pose jason did to sarah. i seriously cant help laughing my ass off. he blinked his eyes like a girl, sat like a girl , trying to seduce sarah? HAHA . the expression was really .. OMG? haha . sarah was . oh shit. oh god. and its the first time i see bro so gay nice expression bro (:

our stomachs were on the brim of expoloding and yet we dint give up. just kept eating and eating. and lastly, we ended it with a 21 TO 21 PLATES. on par . break this record anyone?

walked arnd westmall for a while to let the stomach digest. our stomachs were really bloated. all the sushi,peas, toufu all inside , mixed tgt. daytoned at the arcade upstairs and i won bro again. 2-1 . haha . what can i say bro, jus admit , and concede defeat. anyway great makan session today. CRAZIEST SUSHI BUFFET BATTLE so far . X)

We messed up the whole place just like our own personal dining table. PEAS !! argh. totally sucky now. yet a delicacy

to Pea Face Jason.

Noooo.. today i cant make it for sprinting session. overslept. i did , did wake up at 7.30 . but was in a daze of the mind. nothing went thru my mind except SLEEP . sleep Jerald.. Sleep ure tired… DAMN IT. in the end slept till 5 plus. broke record. A RECORD SET. 5pm ! (: proud of it eh. Zzz.

went to meeet jason bro and sihan at PS . the bus journey was kinda long. and the seat is so uncomfortable. thanks my longg legs. the seat i sat was at the back, in the corner where the gas pipe was. it emitted so much , so much black smoke when it accelerated. sighh. all these actually contributed to the greenhouse effect. the carbon monoxide. the ozone layer depletion. i wonder how long can the human race live, when the UV rays from the sun starts to come in. thats why we have to cherish ppl arnd us and be happy in our lives . YUP

went to Grand Cathay after meeeting up with the two bros. bought a new pair of havainas. haha . common sandals but its nice. i’ve been eyeing it for long . wahaha. used the SP 20% discount and i paid like only 39.90 for it?

walked back to PS after that, talked and crapped alot. and mind u, i din eat the whole day. studied with a growling stomach the day before till 3 plus doing my MSES Engineering maths paper 0607. ALOT OF ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT STILL. went to ajisen ramen. had our dinner there. Sim ordered the volcano ramen. its really volcanic. and uber hot when i had a taste of the soup . that guy like, no sense of taste, keep saying, oh its not hot laa. where got hot ? ._. oh well. shitty. i enjoyed my bowl of Cha Su Ramen. while bro had his change of Crayfish Raman after complaining of spicy-ness to a bowl of chasu ramen haha . sim couldnt finish his noodles, and bro disliked the meat. so i ate for them since i was planning to go for a second bowl, these would fill me up i guess. save money (:

after dinner, went to walk arnd PS. i haven catch Rush Hour 3 yet. heard that its a amusing and zany show. yet i had no time to watch. tests are just around the corner. gotta mug the hell outta these 2 weeks. ahas. tmr going school for grp study ! with the gods / pros (: went Daytona-ing again with jason and sim. haha . shant blog abt the rankings as i was the victim of both of them. got banged like nobody business? ARGH !

we then took the train to Marina bay jus for the sake of sitting down then back to JE again using the long way. this bastard spoilt my mood. old bastard i mean. ._. was sitting down there with jason and sim si han. this guy was really fked up. he raised his voice and pointed at the yellow sticker and said: Please give up the seat to someone who neeed it more then u . and yes there was this old lady infront of me . yet i din give her the seat. my bad. but that guy’s attitude is really like shit. i looked at him. and guess wad, HE SAID : WHAT!? woah. wanna fight er ? nbr md. i’ll control. since its my fault. just looked away, felt guilty laa. and i stood up and gave the seat to the old lady. not to wad i expect , she rejected. ._. ok . that made me even more guilty. think shes gonna alight soon, thats why? and yeah , she did alight at the next stop. and the guy who WHAT me is her son i suppose? Fucking 30 yr old Moustache man with attitude probs and wanna fight? i swear i’ll pull down ur moustache LOL . oh well. i cant imagine if i , WHAT HIM BACK TOO? the thing that will happen next? Fight with him maybe? Well . bad day i guess. but we did enjoyed ourself alot. was telling bro abt it cos both sim and him were ignorant what happened. Zzz. reached home at 10 plus. at least, i am feeling better. feeling guilty for not giving up the seat to the ppl who neeed it more then me. MY BAD

Camwhoring a blurred pic

WHITE / TANNED hahaha

ITS OUR DAY TODAY .

a day for SPCT 0708 to show their prowess , their team spirit and our strength.

every of our hardwork had paid off, the training we had from april till now , and the effort we put in to build ourselves up not only for canoeing but aso running became our advantage for today. Relay Dualthon at BEDOK RESERVOIR. it was an unforgettable exp with u and ur partner teaming up to beat the time and the canoeing team from other schools. the first partner had to run 4k then row 4 k tgt on a T2. then the partner had to run another 4k again. it was really tiring but worth the while . during canoeing, we had random bursts after every stroke. though my partner , adam was tired. i am sure he did his very best , beyond his means , and tgt we came in the the top 15 CONGRATS to all winners and of cos our seniors Andrew and Junhui in getting the first position , and having an OAKLEY sunglasses as their prize. totally cool . not forgetting JiaJie and Michael. The strong team in our batch coming in 3rd and receiving a bottle of energy DRINK. wad was the most memorable thing was everyone cheered for our own teammates who were about to complete the run. and not only that, we even ran tgt with them, spurring them on all the way to the finishing line, shouting JIAYOU EH. it was an atmospehere of kanjiongness and anxiety. for the girls wise, FAITH, JOANNE, SHUZHEN , AND PATRICIA. congrats to u girls in attaining the top 6 position ! haha . i am sure everyone in the team made SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC PROUD TODAY doing their utmost and putting in their best efforts. Every training had been well paid off. Gotta start training after the MSES . and its gonna be doubly hard. ALSO, i cant wait for the canoe shirt for our batch to be made (: HAHA .

WEE thats us . SPCT 0708 tgt with Seniors Andrew and JUNHUI . clearly shows that everyone enjoyed the run, though tired, it was all worth the while (: